Goodbye, winter.

It's Walpurgis Night tomorrow, one of the major holidays in Sweden where we light bonfires to celebrate the spring and return of the light. Originally it was all about witches and warding off evil spirits but nowadays it's more about BBQ and drinking. Not this year though. Walpurgis has been cancelled throughout the entire country …

It’s not you, it’s me

Is it harder to find good looking clothes nowadays, or is it just me? It seems as if the fashion industry has shifted and, of course, alternative fashion is along for the ride. There is more options than ever (not in Sweden though, we have less than 10 alt shops online and it's mainly Killstar …

MOTD Apocalypse

You know when you had an entire day planned out that just failed? I was going to clean the apartment, make a deep dive into the darkest corners of the closet, dye my hair, do my face and get an awesome outfit together. But I am so physically tired that the only thing I've been …

Creature of the Night

Early bird, night owl or permanently exhausted pigeon? As for my image, it sure as hell is fitting that the time I feel the most alive is around dusk, when the sun sets and everything gets moody and beautiful. But that’s basically it, the rest is utter crap. My body thinks that the optimal window …

Change in styles

Almost all neighboring countries have closed their borders and schools. Sweden is not on that strict of a lock down yet but the atmosphere is very strange right now. Like a true introvert, the measures that have been taken by the government so far is not even affecting me a little but I have friends …

Where did the base go?

This is such a stereotypical goth problem but it is also my reality; there are no pale enough foundations or powders! The foundation I've been in love with for several years has basically gone extinct on the European market. It is a mineral powder, my exact skin tone (during summer, I blend with white in …

MOTD Clown

When the album Serpentine Gallery by Switchblade Symphony was all that I was living for, the only thing I wanted was to look like Tina Root. Her creepy doll-like aesthetic was so far from the androgynous weirdo that was me and I still look at those old music videos and get the same feeling as …

Fluffy Fall OOTD

I'm finally back in my own skin, feeling pretty much like myself again. It's been a bleak summer but it's finally a little crisp outside and that's reason enough to start layering. As if that wasn't enough, I've had a black lipstick sitting around for a few weeks just waiting to get tested. So I …

Post-Festival Mood

I'm still walking around with the set list from the In Flames gig in my head and on top of that, Slipknot released their new album yesterday so...currently living in a used-to-be-black Slipknot tee from back when Iowa was new. You have to bare with me and my metalhead shit or just stop reading, simple …

When it’s too hot OOTD

It's officially hot to the point of me getting into a bad mood just being awake. It's impossible to sleep, to not sweat and everything is just uncomfortable. Winter, hurry the fuck back! All inspiration to look nice and figure out cool outfits are gone and won't return until October. This is probably what every …